a word {thoughts for the new year}

As I think forward into 2013 and reflect back on 2012, one word continues to come to mind. One word that seems to encapsulate my thoughts and wishes for this year. So many people pick a word for the new year. One little word that will define your focus and make you more intentional.  It seemed perfectly logical to me that this one word would be mine. Embrace.

The word embrace can have several meanings but it is Webster’s definition “to take up especially readily or gladly” that I am honing in on. In many ways, this definition is the very opposite of my nature. I tend to err on the side of being overly cautious, keeping things at a distance. I evaluate, weigh options, {evaluate again!} and usually don’t respond well to having my nice little plan disrupted. Yes, I’m a bit of a control freak.{There. I said it.} I really don’t mind change, as long as I get to decide how to change it. And therein lies the problem.

As a result of my need for control, new opportunities can be scary for me. There are few things that I dive into with all I’ve got. Instead, I resist. I usually see all of the reasons why something may not work out and that usually means I miss out on many blessings the Lord could have for me. You know what? I don’t want to function this way anymore.

I want 2013 to be the year that I embrace life and all that comes along with it. I desperately want to see things as God sees them for me and whole heartedly take up whatever He brings my way. To willingly accept these things, whatever they may be, no matter how big or how small. I certainly don’t want to limit God to my tiny perspective. As I look back on my life, what He has had for me has always been far better than anything I had planned for myself.

This blog is one thing that I am joyfully looking forward to embracing in 2013. You see, I started this little blog in February without really having a strong vision or even an idea of what it should become. I have walked around the edges and dipped my toes in the water to test the temperature-- but I haven’t jumped in with both feet. I have spent the last several weeks prayerfully considering with my hubby what direction to take and I am excited about what God has shown me. I’m ready to jump in. So, 2013 will bring some changes to Our Cultivated Life. {clearer purpose, a new look, maybe a linky party!}

I am so excited about the possibilities and I can’t wait to see what God has in store!

So for 2013, I am choosing to embrace it all!

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